I'm moving. Leaving my past behind. Starting a new journal as the new year starts. Changing my email to sort out my friends.

I realised.. My New Year Resolution never did happen. But then it's not the end of this year yet.
It just might happen in the next few days. *winks* Haha.

This year felt great at the start then suck then great then neutral and now SUCK. Haha.

2010 is coming~ I'm afraid. ):

Dumb me.

Bye, people! :)
Peipei was here! :P

How can I not see what's going on?
You FROM THE START told me you don't like to talk to me on MSN.
But you tell others that you're sad that I'm not online.
Why?
Are you really two-faced?
Have you been cheating on me?
Flirting with my friends?
I don't even know if you really do keep your distances with your female friends.
I don't know what's your definition of flirt.
But I don't think you should be asking my friend to go out with you.
Alone. Without ever wanting to tell me.
You tell her you're excited that she's going.
Not because you wanted to see me.
What? My friend is a much better attraction?
No wonder you always ask me to ask her to come along.
You showed so much concern to your friends.
I understand you knew them long and well.
But her? How long? And what have you been doing?
You said if the person doesn't matter to you, you would not care so much.
Why am I seeing you care for my friends so much more than me?
Why do you enjoy talking to them so much but not to me?

Am I fucking getting used?
Fuck. I've been such a blind bitch.

I have a VERY RETARDED FACE! Found out about it when I started studying at Siglap Mac with LeeAnn.
&I'm getting more and more retarded! :O
I EAT when I'm BORED or HUNGRY! :P
I want to forget everything that's bad and remember everything that's good.
I want him to still be my friend and that it never ended this way.

I can be a stalker but I'm very lazy.
I am just that kind that will go search about you rather than follow you everywhere.
Main point is don't try me and I'm mostly a normal person(:

I am paranoid.
I am possessive but don't want to be possessed.

I want to be able to read people's minds, like seriously.
Then I would know what is wrong with me.
Cause...
I don't think I'm a really nice or even a nice friend.
I'm not someone who you would wanna spend lots of time with.
I wanna change for the better but first, what exactly is wrong with me?
I don't know. :/
I don't know if the words I said has hurt anyone.
I don't know if the actions I made has anger anyone.
I don't know if the attitude I had given has annoyed anyone.
I don't know if the whatever that I have actually done has cause anyone to harbor hatred towards me.
I don't know. I really don't know and I'll never know unless someone tells me.

Anyways, I have no life. ):
And what the hell! It's August! D;
010809; 0211

Prelims this coming Thursday but I'm still not studying hard enough. :/
I was sick on Wednesday afternoon.
After seeing Dr Koh and taking medicine ( then ate potato chips ), I felt better by night.
I got MC for Thursday and Friday.

Now..
Today....
I went out to Tampines to get stationery.
Went to Bedok Interchange to meet Dwayne.
Wanted to study at Bedok Macs but it was packed!
So went down to Siglap Macs to study.
Stayed till 1811 then off to my house! :D
He didn't want to come into my street so he sat in between my street and LeeAnn's.
After playing Badminton, I took LIGHT STICKS to play! :D
Went to find Dwayne and gave him quite alot.
Wanted to go over to LeeAnn's house to give her some light sticks but she wasn't at home. ): ): ):
Dwayne decided to come with me after having many light sticks. HAHAHAH!
He was HUNGRY!! HAHAHAHAA!!
Left him alone after eating my share.
Had flour fight. -.- My older sister threw plenty of flour AT ME!!! D:
Then we had water bomb. :O
How great, the flour starts to make my face feel like I had botox! D:
Dwayne was having fun laughing at me!! ): HAHA!
In the end, we were drenched and the street was quite white.
Flour everywhere. :D :D :D
So we had to clean up.
My older sister SHAMPOO-ED her hair TWICE on the street! :O
That weirdo! HAHAHAHAHA!!
It was fun while it lasted. Cleaning up was fun too!! (:

& of course, not forgetting.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DANIEL TAN!!!! :D :D

I have plentiful of light sticks with me~
I'm glowing! :D
TheEnd.(: